michael1985

I so wanna get some sleep...i just cant..maybe it's because I have company over at almost 4 in the morning ? but yeah...i'm so tired...yeah...i wanna get some sleep and dream of Amy, i sleep better knowing she's there..waiting for me in my dreams. I dunno why i'm writing this on da instead of livejournal or whatever...but i figure it's a nice change. I haven't posted anything on here since well...forever and a day ago. I oughta do something about that..but since i've been spending all my time at the apartment away from my desktop pc..i cant do any fractals and all my normal drawing skills are well...crappy :p WOW he just left...damn i'm so t

I couldn't sleep tonight...I had every reason to sleep...I talked to Amy for 3 or 4 hours, i'm not sure which. I fell asleep, but my idiot roommate kept me awake by screwing around with my guitar. I kept thinking about someone...someone I've never met, an image really..she's mine...or at least she will be. She's beautiful..we even named her...I so love that name, "Rose Marie." I keep picturing her, she's gorgeous. I've never really thought about having children..I always figured that "now" wasnt the time...was i wrong ? I have never been happier...even at the thought of being called "daddy" it just seems more than i could have ever imagined.